Far Away…

Sitting here just contemplating so much… I realize just how naive I am and how I give everyone the benefit of the doubt.  I live by the motto that “your word is bond” when people sometimes  majority of the time talk just to say something.  As I get...

Getting Over It

So here I stand without reservations.  Moving on to fulfill my purpose.  I got my zest back for life and all of the fullness that is within it.  Had a great time this weekend with friends and family and remembering who I am.  Actually a great conversation I had...

Quick Update

So I am feeling much better than last week and I truly have to thank God!  Sorting through so many emotions and so many other things can leave you quite drained.  I thank God for my church family and prayer.  I can see some light at this end of the...

Down and Out

I am trying to fight it, but it has such a stronghold on me at this time.  I am trying to release all of the negativity, but it just keeps holding on.  Searching for something or someone but it is just not there.  Feeling alone and unloved… ohhh what a cold cold...

After All Is Said And Done…

So two weeks ago I had the bilateral mastectomy and today I feel so indifferent about it.  It seems that my life has totally changed.  If my children were not around I don’t know what I would do. I also thank God for my mother who has been here 100%. I have...

Good News

I went to the doctor February 5, 2018 and was told that I had a complete reaction to the chemotherapy, which means I am NED ( no evidence of disease).  This was the best news during this time.  Cancer makes your life so uncertain.  All you have is your faith to know...