Blah, blah, blah… so cliche! Happy New Year All and I know I am a month late, but I have been in a fog lately. I was thinking a new year, life has got to get much better. Truth is the things that I am currently going through may be for my total good, but man this is crazy. On January 6, 2019 my life took on a huge change… I lost my first love/ex-fiance. We had an interesting dynamic, but I can say through this Cancer journey when I chose to tell him about what was going on, he continually checked up on me making sure that I was good. We talked about so much but it was interesting that I feel I did not truly know about him entirely until he passed. I do understand now why things went the way they did, but I can truly say I loved him and I want him to rest peacefully.
Now it is on to new beginnings and I am fearful of what to come but I am excited in the same breath. I am still pushing towards greatness for this year. I have a 40th birthday this year and that is truly a blessing. I am planning where I want to be for that specific day! I am making new friends and just enjoying life. I miss a few friends who have chosen to walk out of my life but I am realizing I can no longer cry over spilled milk or the choices that others make. I have to move on and make my own choices for my life. I thank God for life and allowing me to live and learn more as I progress in life. I am truly not trying to rush anything at this point I am allowing God to guide me and I am going to walk in the path in which He wants me to go. I wish you all many blessings for 2019!!!