Sitting here just contemplating so much… I realize just how naive I am and how I give everyone the benefit of the doubt.  I live by the motto that “your word is bond” when people sometimes  majority of the time talk just to say something.  As I get older people never cease to amaze me at how elaborately they can say certain things and do the total opposite of what they said.  I guess this is one of the life lessons that I have had to learn and learn it the hard way.  I guess I just have to take life one day at a time and just do my best to do the right thing and be a woman of my word.  And I have to definitely not make any promises that I can’t keep…